Push Throughh

Hey!!

I am 20 weeks and 5 days. My pregnancy app is finally starting to make some sense to me. 

I'm hungry right now!

I've peed twice in the last 20-30 minutes.

And I have to go buy another bra today....this one is fairly new that I have on and its fitting me crazy already!

Yesterday I tried to take a sexy time picture in a 2 piece outfit I bought to wear around the house and that didn't work. I kept going to the mirror thinking "Whyyyyyy" lol. I guess this is really not the time to be trying to look sexy. If anything I need to feel comfortable and relaxed. I did take some pictures though....Stay tune I may get brave and post it on here.

Thank God I still have not experienced the whole morning sickness phase, I believe that phase is gone although I often read some Moms-to-be are sick the entire pregnancy. Bummer!

Currently, I am at 186 OMG...not a big deal though its all apart of being pregnant right?

Just the other day I was headed out with Javaree and I bought these cute buckle sandals with no belly in mind and I went to fasten them and that's when I realized the struggle was real. I had to ask Javaree to buckle my sandals for me. From now on I guess it'll be all slides for me. 

I was on the couch the other day and got too comfortable and when it was time to get it up, I found myself thinking of the most convenient way to turn so I could get up without a struggle.I finally gave in and asked Javaree to pull me up, lol. He did with no hesitation but in the meantime, I'm thinking to myself really La. smdh. 

This isn't me but the feelings were mutual as I had help getting off the couch.

I go walking at least 4-5 days out the week. I try my best to stay active because 1.) I read it helps with giving birth and 2.) ......you guessed it. I'm trying not to blow up like a balloon.

I can't turn up or get me a drink so I convinced myself that in order to stay happy and satisfied I'll eat what I want. Hence the major weight gain from 163-186 already. Not saying this was the best choice but I am happy. Drinking a coca-cola is like a nice glass of wine with a buzz. That sip of cola has been everything for me....and sweets! Don't even mention it....I'm thinking cake and ice cream today. I guess its safe to say I'm not the example type for a mom-to-be but again, I'm happy and that's medication all by itself. In the meantime, I don't miss a day of my prenatal pills, I drink water like its really good and I also make sure I include vegetables in my meals most days. 

When I first started my pregnancy journal I told yall how real the itching had become but now I'm ok. My face is clear and so is my booty. In my first trimester everything seemed to be breaking out and itching but I guess that was because my body was like "hey, I'm changing". 

Continue to wish me luck, I'm half way through this and the only thing that scares me is the day I'll go into labor. I'm not looking forward to all these pregnancy pains I keep reading about. I often tell my mom I wish I could be put to sleep until its all over and she laughs because that isn't happening. Welp, until next time, Toodles.